Monday, October 27, 2008

Songbird in a Cage

Things I am not allowed to have/do because of my boyfriend:
1. More tattoos.
2. Pets.
3. Nail polish.
4. Friends he does not approve of.
5. Connections with men whatsoever unless it is family or work, NO FRIENDS.
6. Clothes he does not like, he will rip them up.
7. Going to clubs, parties, hookah bars, bars, etc.
8. Drinking, smoking (smoking is understandable, but drinks are okay once in a while, he says NEVER).
9. High heels because he thinks they are "hoe shoes."
10. Wear my grey skinny jeans in public because he hates them, even though they are my fave pair.
11. Hang up pictures in the apartment that he does not like, this includes art that I spent over $100 on.
12. Friends over unless he is there.
13. A myspace, blog, facebook, or whatever other social networking sites there are.
14. Be on the phone with a friend in front of him, he finds it annoying and he will leave.
15. Have Liana with me to go drop off Kaydence with her dad even though it takes 5 seconds, I have to find a baby sitter for those 5 seconds.
16. Pictures of me and friends that he does not like.
17. Anything from past friendships or relationships, or from the past in general because he is ashamed of my past for some reason even though there is nothing wrong with my past before him.
18. Food that he thinks "will make me fatter."
19. More than one earring in each ear.
20. Contacts, he likes my glasses even though contacts would be more conveniant for me.

This is just a small sample. I'm sure the list will grow once I think about it. It is getting very tiring, and it is not fair that he makes me choose between these luxuries and having him walk out of my life, or keeping him and not getting any one of these.

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